It's been one of those days....
As soon as my alarm went off, I suddenly had a very overwhelming feeling...a pit in my stomach. I laid in bed and realized how much I need to accomplish this week. If I put any of it off, come Friday, I'll be an emotional wreck! So I got up with an already stressed mind. Not a great way to start the morning.I don't recommend it.
I remembered that my Business Statistics quiz score was posted online. I was excited to check it because I felt soooooo good about that quiz in comparison to my last quiz! I was ready to stare down an awesome score. I hopped online and was devasted to find that I had done even worse than last time...oh boo - that whomps....This is supposed to be the easy stuff. If I can't get it now, what'll it be like in a few more weeks? I felt hopeless.
To be accepted as an art major at USU, you have to make a separate application and portfolio that the faculty and art department will review. They accept approximately 40 students as art majors each year. If only you could see how many wannabe art majors there are!...ugh...I started putting all my works together and writing up my application letter and e-mailing my advisor last week. The application is due today, so that was one thing weighing heavily on my mind. I realized that I should probably place my application into a report folder, but realized I didn't have any on hand. No biggie, I thought to myself. I'll go grab one at Lee's this morning! So I set out to do just that....but Lee's didn't have what I was looking for. They had fancy versions of report folders, but of course, nothing I was really willing to pay for. Then I got looking at other supplies and realized that I jypped myself on 10in x 13in folders that I bought at Wal-Mart...they were a lot cheaper at Lee's...so they don't have what I want and I'm kicking myself over a few dollars I could have saved. My day was plummeting and it was only 9:30 AM.
I almost slipped on the ice -saved myself- but it didn't help the mood I was in.
I walked back up to the apartment to grab a folder, and I was surprised to see that my roommate Kelsie was home - her biology class was canceled. I went to my room and debated what to do about my application from here. I want to be able to show that this means a lot to me and that I didn't just throw it together! I started reviewing over some things and the process of earning a degree in Art and all the classes I'll have to take, etc. It felt as if there was no hope for the future...I kept having this nagging feeling in my head to "just ask Kelsie if she has a report folder." So I finally did.
Kelsie rummaged around through some stuff and realized that she didn't have any, but she said I should try the bookstore. She was looking at them last week and told me an exact price and everything. I hadn't even thought of the bookstore! And the price she was telling me was a heck of a lot nicer than what I saw at Lee's.
I left the apartment feeling a little lighter on my feet at the realization Kelsie had given me about the bookstore. I walked to the bus stop and went to my political science class.
I waited for the class before mine to get out of the room. I managed to squeeze inside the room and continued to wait for the rest of the students to leave. While I was standing there, I suddenly heard "Hey, uh...girl in the purple coat." I turned to the lady standing sort of next to me. "I like your hair." Oh man...that really made my day! I didn't even know this lady and here she was, helping me get rid of my "mean-reds." :)
After political science, I went to institute and had a lovely conversation with a girl I just met. Turns out that we both have political science together. She told me that she remembered my sweater. I don't know why, but that really made me feel good inside. And then we preceded to have a wonderful lesson about Lehi's dream.
I trekked to the bookstore after class and had no troubles finding what I was looking for. And the report covers were cheap, just like Kelsie had said! I checked out and the cashier lady was so nice to me. I couldn't help but smile. As I walked out of the store, I saw Eric Russell from my home ward, and he pointed to me and waved. It was nice to see a familiar face and to even be aknowledged for that matter.
I put my application together and dropped it off at the art office. The ladies in there were all talking and one seemed rather annoyed that I had walked in and was trying to talk to them. I handed her my application, but depsite her rather annoyed appearance, I couldn't help but smile and act so genuine to her. I didn't really care if she was mad, my day was getting better all the time - so I smiled and thanked her graciously, and as I turned to leave, I think I saw a smile creep across her face.
One more class. I went and sat in some really awesome soft chairs in the Engineering Building while waiting to go to Earth Science. The room is nothing but glass, so sunshine was warming the room. It just felt so nice and cozy- another thing that literally brightened my day.
Once class started, my friend Becky from my ward came and sat next to me. She had a bag of gobstoppers that she laid out on the desk and offered to share with me. It had been so long since I had had a gobstopper...it tasted so ridiculously good! I perked up really quick and managed to pay attention during the rest of class.
And just now! As I sit here writing my blog, my roommate Michelle comes in and starts telling me about someone she ran into. She was excited and smiley and her contagious attitude boosted my spirits inside. Then she told me she had a surprise for me. I turn around and she has a Gossner's milk carton in her hand - Orange Creme Flavored!!!! We had stopped at Gossner's together on the way home on Friday and I picked up one of these little cartons. It was so delicious! And to suddenly see that small box in Michelle's hand and the fact that she had thought of me!...Wow!!!! What a good day! A guy in Michelle's science class had brought a whole bunch of these milk cartons to share with the class and he had plenty of extras - so Michelle picked one up for me. :)
From crummy day, to wonderful - it's just all the little things that add up. Had I not been having a not-so-great day this morning, all these little things probably would have gone unnoticed...but I think Someone wanted me to learn a lesson.
Our neighbor Phil used the phrase "free ones" in a testimony or a talk in church once. He used it to describe all the little things that he sees the Lord play a hand in from day to day. Things that make your day, or give you extra guidance, or make you open your eyes - tender mercies! All day I've been thinking of that. The Lord has given me so many "Free Ones" today...I can't thank Him enough. I know that I can make it through to tomorrow. I know I can make it through this week. I know, because of my faith in "Free Ones."
Heavenly Father is watching out for me. :)